I don’t connect well with other people p. my boyfriend of 14 years is abusive. I hate the person that I am, I hate how lowly and pathetic I make myself feel as I'm typing these very words, and the fact that I feel a downright disgust towards myself - I can't look at myself. I hate work so much I feel like it is a dark cloud that will follow me the rest of my life because work is inevitable. I have made so many mistakes and wrong choices in my life. I mean I don't just dislike it, I hate it. Because YOUR BODY IS BORED. I resent my wife for sleeping around while on break and I resent my daughter for being the terrible bully she is. "I hate them, so very badly," he writes. 1. I've had jobs in the past but was never able to keep them, i have no friends, i've never had a girlfriend, i have no confidence. So let me help you answer that question: why do I hate my life? I am not rich - Most people aren't. I saw the biggest dip in my life in my freshman year of college. And when I had my first relationship I let it interfere with that. At university I made no friends and it was one of the loneliest experiences of my life. I prepared hard for two years and entered one of the best engineering colleges in India. I really, really hate my life. I don’t know how to break that to you any more gently. no one else shows up if my car is broken down. It feels fundamental, but it’s actually kind of secondary. And when we did have sex, all i could think about was how disappointing it must be for her. I hate my life. MAYBE you don’t hate your life; you hate how you feel in this moment. My lowest ebb was around 6 years ago. You have it better than billions of your fellow humans. no one else loves me money or checks on me when I’m sick. Billions of people are not rich. I lost and failed at everything. Many do not know where their next meal will come from. And I do mean most. For all of my young adult life, whilst everyone else was enjoying this fun time with their friends and going out, I have been locked away in my room. he is mainly verbally abusive and will break things. She loved sex and I started to hate it because of my stupid mindset. She put up with my insecurity like a champ for 3 years, but I never believed her. 3. he is the only person I have. Hate is a strange emotion because it’s so powerful that it’s almost magnetic. 2. "My life is ruined, my self esteem is ruined. I feel like I would be a better happier person if work just wasn’t in my life. I want to propose something – to plant a seed. It has been many years, and each day is the same. I was a guy in my mid-20s who was lifting boxes all day in a warehouse. Startup Life I Left My Corporate Job--and These 8 Things Became Clear Here's how to enjoy the astonishing benefits of leaving corporate life, … You haven’t had sex in forever. Your hormones are bored. I thought I couldn’t please her. Of course your mind is bored. How this one Buddhist teaching turned my life around. my father’s not my life and my mother using me for money. Your life doesn’t happen until you concede to wearing pants approximately 90% more often than you would like to. I hate my life and i hate myself, i feel worthless, a nothing and it really hurts. I had few satisfying relationships – with friends or women – and a monkey mind that wouldn’t shut itself off.